Saturday, April 9, 2011

Spring Training: Pruning

     So, this humbleness thing is really getting to me.  It has been two weeks and the same issue keeps coming around, and the thing is- it's not alone.  Pride is usually accompanied by resentment and hurt, or offense.  And these things tend to be some of the first that get in our way when we have spiritual goals and callings.  That makes it even harder!  You can easily get into a cycle of condemnation of yourself, because we should be glorifying God in ministry, right? 
     Regarding my current battle to tamper down my inner selfish little brat who is screaming "it's not fair!", well, I've been there before.  What got my attention last time was when God asked me to step back from that situation.  Oh, it stung a little, let me tell you, but I was much better for it.  John 15:1-2 was what got me through:
  
"I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener.  He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit He prunes so that it will be even more fruitful."

     What an awesome promise!  Bottom line?  For me I need to let go and forgive, and that can be hard when you don't think someone will change or you will be suddenly recognized.  I need to cut off those feelings of offense and hurt, and when they are pruned they will no longer be in my way!  New shoots can grow, because there will be room!
     This works with physical things too.  There are so many things that can drain your energy and time (reading, for me!) and everything else suffers.  Take a look at the things you spend your time on.  Assess what your attitude may be towards an area that you feel called to minister or serve in.  Are you aggravated with what is or isn't happening, or with who is involved or in charge?  Ask God to give you solutions to what you can change, or how you can think differently. Humble your self and put yourself in His hands!  

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